Saturday, June 27, 2009

Seconds of Death

The weather now is so hot, around 40 degree Celsius. I am in a forest, enjoying the love of mother nature. 'I love it!' I shout out loud to everything there. Suddenly I heard another voice. 'This is nice,' a sound come from behind. I confirmed it is not echo because not the same word that I shouted just now. I was so hesitate to turn back as we been told not to look back when someone call you in the forest. 'This is gorgeous!' Another interesting expression hit my ear drum. Thus I decided to turn back to have a look at I so beautiful. No matter what cost, I wish to know. I turn back, I saw fire burning toward me. It is still in a distant from me. As I was panic. 'Just relax boy,' another sound rocks my mind. A old man clapping on my shoulder, and repeated it again. 'This is nice, just chill boy.' I hold his hand and try to bring both of us out from the situation. However, he is tough, I can't move him. He walk towards a big tree near by. Put his hand in to his pocket. What he holding is a very old pack of cigarette. He took the very last cigarette out and sit back. Half laying on the tree and he looks relax. His last wish is, smoke and relax. As the fire getting stronger, he get more exciting. At this little moment, different thought run through my mind. I should relax as well. However, I want to run from here and tell my family that I love them. Everything is just too late. I tried to run but I can't leave the old man behind. Only the moment that the fire arrive, I can't bother to save the old man and I ran off. Forest fire is forest fire, they are unpredictable. They burn so fast and I was caught in the fire. I regret that I did not able to tell my family I love them and now I am leaving the world.

'Seng, Seng, Seng, are you awake?' The voice of my mom are so clear and I open my eyes. I told my mom that I love her. The dream had over and I need to say it before is too late. Slowly,I found out that I am having heavy fever and lying on the hospital bed. Not long after that, a doctor come and told us that if my fever won't drop tomorrow, I will be facing brain death. Oh, this was bad, the dream just now maybe is the indication, I told my mom that I want her to be with me all the time and I was so lucky that dad able to spend his time with me in hospital as well. I could feel how much they love me. The feeling is so real that I am so hot and can't stand it anymore. When I was suffering, the last thing I saw is doctor come by and told my mom he need to give me an injection to stop me from suffering so that I can rest in peace.

I woke up again. What a serious bad dream. I am still sweating that time. Sadly, when I woke up, I still in the hospital. I was informed that I am diagnosed with a weird disease. What? Is this another dream? I hit the doctor and he hit me hardly. I feel the pain. OH no, this is real. I quickly ask how long can I live. They have no answer. I requested to discharge from hospital as they can't help me. Then, I make sure less people know this case and act as normal. As a joker, I keep entertaining people. When I was in a pub, doing tricks to entertain people, some 'bad ass' running towards me and try to hit me with the beer bottle that he holding. I was still scare of death. I scream and wake up.

This is sad, dreams of dreams coming into me and never had a nice ending. I walk out my room, an old man standing in front of me. He is just look alike the one I meet before in my vision. Don't tell me his is another vision. 'What do you want to do if you still got 5 years life?' The spoke after we keep silence for few minutes. What? I only left 5 years? I sit down and think. What I want to do in the rest of my five years.
I want to be a successful business man.
I want to be with my family as long as I can.
I want my parents proud of me.
I want my parents to live a luxurious life with all my earning through my hard work in that five years.

Wait, how can I let my parents live a luxurious life in just 5 years of my hard work and I still want to stay with my family?

The old man spoke again. Each time he spoke is just strike the point. 'Think slowly yourself. You still got a long life, however, keep this goal in mind. One have no goals is not living.'
Pop!
I woke up at 9am and my friend called me. 'Have you prepared yet? lets go out.' Finally, I am truely awake. In both mentally and physically.

You guys. get some goals as well. Work hard together and no slack. Time and tide wait for no man and you not sure how long you will in this world. Get all the things done before is too late.....

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