Friends...

After 1 month being in the town i grew up, i actually did nothing special. There is a lot of time for my mind to think. i awaken to more thing due to the time given. Friends, social, money and other stuff. The most important is friends. No one will be able to replace you guys.
Fung, always say yes if help or even accompany needed;
Alvin, there will be no one can replace this so call 'tai goh';
and all my friends.
Even my new friends i made in Perth,
Raj, will be there discus study stuff;
Min, share lots and lots of common interest; If you are not going to continue your study, where can i find another min?

You guys are irreplaceable. If you need me to say out your uniqueness. i sure i can tell you directly without thinking.
Ops,
Xyan will sure read this post.. You..
You will always help if you have the ability.

Days in Sandakan

Few weeks passed in a blink of eyes. Thanks to MAS, i stayed at kk for one night on the 11th of Nov. That night, Alvin, John and i went to Tanjung Aru have a big glass of fruit juice. Not to mention, 'Shi Sing' (maybe spell wrongly), thank for come to meet me. Thanks for your guys' company.

Time passes without showing any mercy. Looking back to the first day i arrive is the day i understand why Sandakan is call as Natural City. In this few weeks time, i ate crazily ate a lot of Durians, i go out gathering with friends, and that's all.

School send me an email and i decide to go back to study in Jan. Time will change people, this is why i decided not to stay so long in here for holiday. Besides,someone told me that, 'career will pay for vacations'. So i want to finish my study fast.

Sorry for not updating lately.

Last 4 hours in Perth

Hopefully, this will be the last post from Perth for this year. Still got 5 hours before the flight is departing. I am now emotionally weird, start to miss Perth family and some other things. Is the exact same feeling when i am coming here. Nothing much to write.
What i need is a safe flight.
See you guys soon.

The last day

Today will be the last night i stay in this friend house. It has been more than a week.
i learned more stuff in here although always watching video. i use to the life of living sort of alone.
Food need to cook myself, cloth need to be wash, cleaning and others. All this is a kind of preparation.
Preparation for future.

On the first few days, kebab was my main food. The lamb shihkebab is so nice and smell good. Slowly, i cooked for myself. Start with simple stuff like nachos, then spaghetti. This few days, i cook lamb leg chop and lamb steak. Is a good start.

However, the last good news is, i am heading home soon. For durian, and all the oriental food that i love. Most importantly, hope to meet some friend.

Catch ya later readers.. Miss ya

A day

Today, i can call it as a day. The reason is simple. i worked today. It is a new experience for me to learn how do to check-in. We got 22 check-in lines there and just 3 are male, which included me. We need to check-in about 2200+ people. The cruise we checking-in for are full. It does not show any economic problem. Everyone is still so wealthy.

All of them come to us at once. We were busy checking them in from 11am until around 4pm, non-stop. I have no time to take a picture or anything. So many things happen during the check-in also. It is fun, i will do it next time when they come back.

Nothing much to write because not sure how to explain all the stuff. But, for your information, the website of the cruise which is sailing off to day is..
Rhapsody of the Seas  Thanks for checking-in my blog, have a nice trip to my future...
Enjoy the rest of your day.

I am weird.. lol

Finally, i will have stuff to write about. Living more independent, doing fun job, will explain more in next few post.

Today, i went to a training for a cruise check-in job. Nothing much to learn but should be fun on the actual working day. When training finished, that is the worst part. I need to walk for 10 minutes to bus station.

For your information, Sunday night, waiting a bus is forever, the fastest is you are in time. If you are not, you might probably wait up to 1 hour. Sitting in the bus station is not fun at start. After a while, i starting to have fun with it too. i am thinking what are others doing in the closed down city.

A dating couple walking pass,
A old man jogging in the city,
A gang of youngster walking around,
A guy is doing zoombie walk after a long day of work.

What else? Where are they from, where are they going to? All is just a Q&A session with my own mind. i am good at it. Enjoyed 20 minutes of silly stuff, the bus arrive.

Something forgot to say, i am quite pervert just now. While the couple walk pass, they looked into a clossed bra shop right opposite the bus station. Weird. However, i saw a plastic model in the shop wearing a sexy hot bikini. What i have in mind was, will i get a hot girl friend that can wear that sexy bikini. What a shame, although is just a few minute. Is just funny to think back. Still can't stop laughing at myself.

time killing

Life is full of ups and downs, like riding on a roller coaster or even wave surfing.

The excitement are there; So do the down turn.

Now i am 19,
Waiting for the next huge bottom up of my life.
Waiting for the excitement the it brings.
Waiting for people to be proud of my achievements.
Waiting for so much that never to be able to finish listing.

i am just 19, however,
It seems that i look more mature compare to my age.
It seems that i learned about society more than i need to.

It seems that i think too much about relationship between human.
It seems that i should not be typing so much nonsense.

Typing and thinking to myself is only things that i can do as there is not much people are interacting with me.

10 minutes of thinking and typing.
Is just a different sort of relieve.
Is time to understand matter.
Is also ways to kill time.

arrrh.. Only used 10 minutes. Idea is drying up and it time to end post.

It is now 10:36. The weather here is mad. It will rise up to 34 degree for no reason and on the second day it drop back to 22. I still prefer the cold weather.

I felt so funny when I saw how a kid learn math from his father. I am wondering was I like that before. I hope my future children won't bring this problem to me. They should be genius.

Tomorrow is soccer final. We lost last week in the semi final. Thus, tomorrow will be fighting for the 3rd.

Realising the time passes so fast. Is time to stop my 'ABC' post and go to bed.

Night

Hey. Check it out!!

Staring at the blank page of new post, mind are blank too. I started to write this yesterday afternoon. Until now, my mind still in a empty condition. Maybe I should just introduce you guys to watch this guy. He will give you a lot of motivation. I love the sentence that he said, "if you fall down and give up trying to get up, you will never get up."
Enjoy the video below. You can do it if he can.



The only problem I don't like him is he talk too much of god. Freedom to talk.  I can't stop him.
If you wondering how he get up. The video below will show you.

She

On that day, i know i won't forget her.
Yes, she is the cute girl in the high school.
i have no idea why, why she will be the one.
Her image are cut into little piece and burned into my mind.
i recognized her just with her eyes, maybe.
Maybe is the eyes, that i fall in love with.

Someone tell me that guy is a forgetful animal.
There will be one point where he will forget her.
Until today, she is still.
Still in my mind,
Still in my dream,
Still unforgettable.

There is nothing much i can say with words to describe my love to her. Good luck.
Good luck to all couple in the world as well. Hope you all get along well.

Night!

I clicked 'New post' for a few times today. Don't really have content in my mind what to write. Trying to type something but end up with backspacing it or even a cruel cross up the top. I am not really sure what have I wrote in there but who cares? They were the pass. You guys will be reading this one.

Am I wasting your time? Yes! It is. The only thing I could write is, I actually manage to put myself to dream before 12. Most funny is, I went to bed at around 10pm as well. Sleep until 6am in the morning. That was another long day. I don't know how to pass the day. Because I woke up early in the morning and have nothing to do all day. It is not fun at all. I am looking for stuff to do.

Starting tomorrow morning. I will once again go for a morning jog to build up stamina slowly. By the way, you guys should go to bed too. It is pointless staying up late. What a weird guy I am. Probably tomorrow I will go to bed late too. Not sure how long I can stand for.

Night all.
Lazzy

A late greeting...

MoonCake Festival....
Mid-Autumn Festival..
Mean nothing to me....
My life will carry on without it...

Greetings from everyone...
Greetings for everyone...
Getting it makes me feels hollow...
Giving it is sharing my lonely love...

Walked out to veranda...
Wandering at the veranda...
Watching night jogger pass by...
What was in my mind...

Look up..
Look up...
Look up at the moon...
Look at the moon...

Is that the same moon that you saw...
It is the same moon...
Is there any difference watching moon at different corner of earth...
It might be....

A rabbit patch is on the moon...
A rabbit patch means a lot...
A lot of memories flashing through my mind...
A legend still means this much to a 19yrs old like me...

We can never change the pass...
We can never know the future...
We can only learn from the pass...
We can only drive to the future...

Lazzy hope you are nice and warm there...
Lazzy hope to hear from you....
Lazzy want to tell you that he misses you...
Lazzy is sick..... Home Sick...

Forgive the pass...
Forgive me...

A late MOonCake Fest Greetings from LAZZY LOUIS...

What after P.O.R.N?

I didn't write my blog again. What a shame. A guy can't keep his own promise to write blog everyday. I been attending lesson recently. Everything is new to me. This is a good start. If I was learning stuff that I know, it is just wasting my own time.

As title, I have no idea what to write here.

My life had caught in a routine,
Every day, Every thing, stay the same,
Nothing interesting, Nothing exciting,
Worthless, means nothing.

I love my life, although is bored. 
Imperfect perfection is absolute perfection.
By the way, everyone need get over the routine of learning.
Why getting over in a depressed mode when you can get over it happily?

Technologies.. Here I come..

P/s: Just plain typing to update the blog page.. It reflect the seconds I typed.

P.O.R.N

If you are reading, I assume you are attracted to the topic. This is not any 18+sg story. If you want to read those, this is not the place.

Friday afternoon, after an intense lesson, I took the train and heading back home. The train was so peaceful. There was only the station notification and that is the only sound. I entered a realm where only one person is there, which is me. I running through all the stuff I learned in the CCNA lesson; IP addressing, Sub-netting and so on. I pretty fast went through everything.

“This is Shenton Park.” The speaker goes off. Students rushed in and break the silence. I was awake and looking around, judging each and everyone with my ‘Asian Eyes’. In the mean time, this four alphabet word caught my attention. This four letters are P.O.R.N.

I concentrated to what they are talking. The kid is saying about a Japanese porn star in a video where she acts as a nurse. Apparently, he likes it. My first thought is Nicholas? Oh no!! I should not talk about what happened here.

Nurses, stewardess, Dentist, and even more uniform are used in Porn. Why? They like it? They desperately need some help? No matter what is the reason, this spoiled the images. The ‘angel’ like nurses presented as a b*tch. The high standard stewardess is not more than a sl*t. Porn director spoiled it.

How will you feel if you got a girlfriend who works as nurse or stewardess? Will you feel proud? You should, without stewardess, although boring, flight still can be continued; without nurses, doctor with high qualification can’t really do their jobs; However, thanks to Japanese Porn director, these lovely images are spoiled. Some of my friend even told me that, if they came across a Japanese girl, he might need to think before further development happens.

I love Japanese girl, I love nurses, I love stewardess, I love dentist. The post above is just to express my anger to those so-called film directors who give us such a images. I didn’t mean to be offences in here.



Sorry to whom is related, but screw the directors.

Perth Weather and who am I look like?

Walking inside Fremantle Port Authority building, moving computers around, then a wave rush into my ear drum. I turned my head toward the source of the high pitch sound. It is from the sealed window. There is nothing that I saw stand still. The flag pole is moving back and fore. The light pole as well. Boats are struggling to sail. The wind are so strong.

I waited for a while then I walk outside to another building. The wind is slower compare to just now. However, with my jacket on, I feel that I can hardly walk and I can fly.

At the same time I am enjoying the virtual flying, a girl walk to me. She show me a book full of address and a few Chinese word. She point out one and said 'here'. I totally can't understand what she want to say. I try to ask her can she speak Chinese and the respond I get is 'here' again. I speak to her in Chinese, She say 'here'. Ok, she is not a Chinese then. Hmm, this does not help. Then another guy come to me with another girl.

3 of them standing in front of me. Is this a gang bang of food promotion? Suddenly, the guy speak English to me. Awesome, finally someone can communicate with me. He is asking me how to get to that address again. He show me the map and pointed out the place they wanted to go. Obviously they are lost. Then I just point out where we are. Then the guy speak 'Cantonese' with others.

The girl that can't reply me speak Cantonese too. This is easy. I told them all the info that they need to get there. Wait a minute. What do I look like? DON'T I look like a CHINESE?? I AM CHINESE!!! I can speak CHINESE, HAKKA, CANTONESE!! Please.. I am CHINESE!!!

They ruined my happy moment of flying.  What do I look like?? NO idea..

Is time for update

My life is progressing. I am not dragging my life in this few weeks. I was before, but not now. I finished off the classes following the schedule in one month. Then, I took 2-3 weeks to finish off all the server admin exams. Now, I am doing internship.

Be a worm can be good, can be bad. Everyone know lazy worm is bad. However, it is not too bad to be a book worm. Although I am not reading the books, I am reading the articles in my computer or on the world wide web. I just want to fill something more in this paragraph, so I got this. I found out that, the internet is a really good source of information. LOL

Yeah. My internship is good. I will post the picture next time as I want to bring a better camera to take some angle of the building I working in. I not dare to took picture inside because it is just offices and server rooms. It is about security as well. Thus, I better not to try the barrier of the rules.

Anything else? I just cant think of things after I started to study. Information are moving in and out my brain looking for empty spaces to store in.

This is all for today's self reporting. LOL


Though of the day:
It will be good if everything follow what you want. However, it never will. As this is what we call life. It will never be exicting anymore if they just follow a pattern.

Life

Life is unpredictable. There is too much variables. Few days ago I'm too busy for blogging. Today, I post second post within 24 hours. There is no second reason. This post is born because of I am bored.

Yesterday, the old man talk about one thing that I forgot to mention.

 Give and you will be given.

Save others and you will be save.

However,

Steal and you will be stolen.

 

How good is that if everyone will think like that. The world will be in peace. No war. No starvation. No argument. Everything is positive.

Ops, someone will need to close their business.
The newspaper will not have anything to write.
Save me.. from newspaper agency.. They want me to shut up...


Have a nice day everyone.

Yeah

What should i write today? I want to post my 'recovered' status but I only do it in facebook. The reason behind it is, I got something more interesting to tell. Is story time.

I went on a special ride in the train today. I jump on the train this afternoon and things started to happen. The old man besides me smile at me. Who is he? I got no idea. Just ignore him. He staring at me. What a funny old man. Suddenly he started to talk. He used a weird kind of conversation starter. Which in turn make me interested to figure out what he want to do next.

"Do you know that you are a good kid?" He said. @@' is my reaction. Should I answered no or yes? After a blink, I said maybe. He said not maybe, he know me more than I do. He asked me again. Do I believe him. For god sake, we meet each other not more than 2 minute and talk not more than 3 sentence you know me more than I do?

The reason he said I am a good kid is I didn't shout 'fork out you bastard old man' when he touched me. I mean he just said swear, all the description above is just to make the story line interesting. The world now is in chaos. Youngster not respect old man anymore. I know that. That is the reason why there are difference between good and bad kid. blah blah blah.. He continued his talk.

Heath is important. Everyone is on drugs nowadays. Smoke, alcohol, cocaine, and..... and what? Sugar and salt. My laughter barometer are going to burst if he continue. He does continue. The train ride takes around 20 minutes.

You know why we have two ears but one tongue? he asked. I got a nice guess. We are meant to listen more than talk? He say 'Yeah'. Ok, what next.. blah blah blah... he continue talks...

'You are a billionaire'. I know this. I am rich. Everyone knows. Just bluffing here. I got objection with his speech now. I don't even have money to buy my mom a diamond necklace.  After awhile of talking I grasp his meaning. However, if he tell me this few days ago I could say no. Concentrate here you guys. This is how we do it. You are a billionaire. Remember, to who reading this blog or post right now.

You are a billionaire now. Why? The reason is, you are healthy. Health is everything and money is everything also. However, there is something tricky here. Health can buy money. Remember, money can never buy health. So take care your health and you are wealth.

Thanks for wasting time on reading this blog. It is worth however, as you are a billionaire after you read this blog. How lucky are you. Catch you again in next post...

Emotionally down

It had been a week since my last post. Time pass so fast. I really hope that time are reversible or stoppable. How good is that if it is true. We can sit back and think, what mistake we make and how can we cure the wound. However, it is never possible. I should stop dreaming about this.

Lets get out form unrealistic to this cruel realistic world. I never stop thinking. I always gain new knowledge when I am awake although you will find me actively post on facebook. It is just another social network that worthless to talk about.

I fell unwell on Tuesday night. My mind can't concentrate on anythings. Even chatting, I don't know what I am typing. Thus, I get rest on bed early and same thing happen for last few days. I found out that lying on the bed is not a bad idea to think deep about life.

Light of the room were closed. Monitor were switched off. The room are totally dark and I closed my eyes. I is not scary in the dark as there are no such things as ghost. What frighten me was the knowledge. Looking for something in the dark is so hard. However, I gained a lot of 'things' in the dark. They can't be seen in the physical state. There are lots and lots of knowledge in the dark. Make it clear, I am not talking about dark knowledge.

The darkness showed me a lot of things last few days and I won't forget. It make me understand more about life, family, friend, money and lots. It is worth to get sick and emotionally down. It give me time to think about more extra things that I won't think of.

I am still sick as I can't eat much today. I will for sure, eat dark chocolate to gain the required energy.

There are something I like to ask too.. I asked someone in facebook. How much do you think you know me??

Another food post!!!

Let start off what is my breakfast.
A simple bread with milo is nice.


If I have more time.
America style breakfast will take place.
toast bread with butter, roasted beans and apple juice.

Can you think of what on the butter?

Yes, it is salt, pepper, and peri peri

And this is the thickness of the butter

This is one of my dinner.
It took place in a Thursday night.
We got too much spaghetti.
So i say i will eat all of them.

Here they are.
Half an hour later....
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Yeah!!!
I finished it.

Dancing with the Stars 2009

I finally found a topic to write which is different than want I being complaining for this two days. The reason is, I just finish watched this show on channel 7. I enjoy this show a lot.

I think the main reason is the stars are not professional and there are some really unimaginable characters. I really enjoy seeing two couples dancing in the show. One is a Mom of five kids with a professional dancer. The second one is a blind man who never see the world before. He had no idea what a dance is but he is now in the show. Besides, I have no idea why a blind guy will have ripped muscle all over his body. Too much time to spend in Gym? Could be.

However, today, they are in the lowest. One of the will be eliminate. How sad is this. The Mom of five kids had been eliminated. The blind will move on and dance in the next show. Rocks On Ya MAN!!

If you guys wanna more information. This is the official website.

Still blank?

My mind are gone. No idea where it go, who took it, or any possible aspect. How should I live? Heart is gone early and living with her. Now, mind is missing again? What did I left? A barely physical body? Just like a zoombie. This is the max I can write when I though I can pass my time with posting a blog.

Sad..
Filling up the space of heart and mind with tears.

8-8-09

I will neither write 'rojak', nor 'abc' today. However, what should I write? Money, girls, study, health, or sex?

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Yes, I can write blank. My mind is really blank and I don't know what to do.
Sad, however, who will ever pity me??

5th of aug... A sad day.

I am with the notebook, doing the last revision for tomorrow exam, in a small room, partitioned inside a unit, of a kind of apartment, located in Shenton Park, which is a small place in Perth, a dot in the Western Australia, even smaller compare to the whole Australia.

What am I writing? Just a silly idea learn from some a famous writer who love to elaborate in his writing. That is what I just did as well. Well, today have nothing special to write.

About soccer tonight? Is a sad sad story because we got injury. Forget about that. Now, i really have nothing special to write about.

Brainstorming. I suddenly fall in love with brainstorming, however, not sure what to brainstorm now and what should I share. Lets come up with something that we can brainstorm together next time. With homework, knowledge, Social or anything.

I think is time to go back to my revision. She is yelling at me now.

I think this post is good enough with paragraphing. All are welly separate. Just to fulfill someone's request.

Massive Rojak Update...

First and foremost, I need to say sorry, to everyone and myself as well. Sorry to everyone of not updating and sorry to myself for being lazy and busy to update this blog.

I can consider to say that my second block of study had finished. After finish all the lesson, the lecturer required us to form 2 team and work on the assignment. We rushed the assignment in 1 week and done the presentation on last Friday. I believe we all learned a lot from our lecturer. Thanks to Mark Legeza and Alldean Chidukwani. I wish to post Mark's picture because he is similar to Mr S.K.Chung. In all aspect. The only different is one major in Math and Mark major in Networking. Below are some picture during our discussion.

Here are most of them.

And this is another one. Previously he is a US Navy.

After the stressful week, we past the assignment and we go out to celebrate. Just few of us are going. However, later in the afternoon, Min and I join Sing and his friend named Lynn. We want to eat some snack so we go to Miss Maud. We have a buffet cake and tea. Thanks to Mr Lam intorduce me that nice place. Is only 8 dollar per person and I ate 5 piece of cake. Where else can we look for food that is so cheap. Below are things that I ate.




I ate one each and ate two black forest cake above. All of them are so so so so good.

Is this post rojak enough?

Is weekend agaiin.

This Saturday is another fun day for me. I went to rock climbing with some of my friends. This is our first time. All we do is pay 18 dollar when we register then we have a small lesson. We start off straight after the lesson. We climb different place. I play safe in this game, I hold the rope. Haha.
The tree huger, the french, his life is in my hand.
Fong posed for his winning.
I started to play as well. Pay but not play is not me. After a few try, I go for angle.
I trying, trying and trying. See the side guy.I finally get through the angle. However, the guy beside me climbed higher than me.

Finger nails too long is hard for climbing. I failed in the angle one. None of my friend done this as well. All are waving white flag to it.
This is me, still act cool after failing.
After that, we go for dinner and chit chat.
Chat for awhile, we decided to go King's park. Below are a shot of my friend who go to the park. It is raining and we are only with this kinda of shirt.
Finally this is PERTH!!!

Update of Lazzy Louis

Yo, it has been really a week since my last post. Yesterday post is not a post. Just for spamming.
This is me reading the resources on Technet. Someone thinks that I should have a picture of this so he helped me snap this shot. He took a snap of me in whole room however my room is too messy. So, end up with taking this and post here. Still the dumb look



Is time to show off. Here are my books for two semester which is only go to class for 18 days every semester. The book is tricky enough. Each and every page have a additional reading that ask you find and read in technet.microsoft.com.



And this is the lego that I build in 4 hours. A nice and big F1. A old saying mention that knowledge is unlimited. Recently, I know why. Even if I minimise the knowledge scope to Technology knowledge or even smaller, IT knowledge. It is far too much for someone to learn all of them. I almost fail in my exam today because I relax and build the beast below. However, I hope this beast would bring me a ride to all the knowledge one day. What a good dream. Good luck guys..

Another weekend

Another weekend almost pass again... Weekend is so important for relaxation. In this weekend, What I did is slag. Haha... Besides, I also rebuilt a big technic lego yesterday using 4 hours. Then, watch a stupid funny movie call zoolander. Now, I am thinking what to do. haha...

School...

First of all, sorry to all of you who read my blog. I have been a long while since my last blog. Once again, really really sorry. I should stop saying sorry here if not the whole post will before a sorry post instead of a update post. Lets go back to last week.

Last week is a pouring week, rain is everywhere and seem to be unstoppable. Rain is rain, cats and dogs are cats and dogs, nothing will stop me going to school. My 2nd semester finally started. Now, we are doing cool stuff, network administrator for Windows Server 2008. Time changes make me feel like I am a mess. I am a mess actually. Sleep late night wake up late morning and all sort of things. Now, the sudden changes of my biological time table make me feel that I have less time. This is not good. I should change back. I score well in today internal exam as well. There is two or three weeks to go and I can say hi to 'time' again. That is all about weekdays.

How about Fridays and weekends? For sure I won't let it pass so easily. Lets talk about last Friday and weekends. Friday night, learn how to play darts. I think it is too long. For a beginner and a drunk, we played 501, and both of us need to get double 1, which is a pain. When we aimed for 20, we get 1, and when we aimed for double 1, we get 20 and go burst. Finally, we decided to throw three dart in a row. This game took us for 3 and a half hour. In between, there are also a funny story. There is a verge pickup this week so people in our area throw stuff that they don't want to the verge and wait for pickup by the council. We got a fridge out that night. When we are playing darts, as we are in the garage, the garage door are open. It is around 3am. A ute come by and make some noise. Both of us went out to figure out what happening. Someone are picking up our fridge. We walk near and try to ask if they need help. Then, when they saw us, they drop the fridge and took off. Heavy pedeling. It was so funny. I think is human behaviour that they are shy to pickup people old stuff. One fun night is gone.

Saturday, I forgot what we did, however, is fun as well Sunday, I took my car. I have a second hand car now. At least it will run. Because of verge pickup, our house had clean out a lot of things as well. However, the guys, come out with some funny idea, lets go out and grab something back. Mom is wathching a dance program that time. We went out and grabed 2 old tv, 3 crt monitor, a keyboard, a speaker, 4 cpu box, a video player and some other stuff. We filled the whole living room with stuff and mom just go crazy. Nah, she is fine, she just laugh. I stripped all ram and hard drive out for the home theather system and throw the rest to the verge again. 2 crt monitor is working and a tv is working. It is so fun. In Sandakan, we don't have this kind of experience.

I think more or less this is my recent activity. Keep in touch guys. sorry for didn't post and sorry for no picture. I got a lot picture however, I have no time to upload it. Good luck guys...

Seconds of Death

The weather now is so hot, around 40 degree Celsius. I am in a forest, enjoying the love of mother nature. 'I love it!' I shout out loud to everything there. Suddenly I heard another voice. 'This is nice,' a sound come from behind. I confirmed it is not echo because not the same word that I shouted just now. I was so hesitate to turn back as we been told not to look back when someone call you in the forest. 'This is gorgeous!' Another interesting expression hit my ear drum. Thus I decided to turn back to have a look at I so beautiful. No matter what cost, I wish to know. I turn back, I saw fire burning toward me. It is still in a distant from me. As I was panic. 'Just relax boy,' another sound rocks my mind. A old man clapping on my shoulder, and repeated it again. 'This is nice, just chill boy.' I hold his hand and try to bring both of us out from the situation. However, he is tough, I can't move him. He walk towards a big tree near by. Put his hand in to his pocket. What he holding is a very old pack of cigarette. He took the very last cigarette out and sit back. Half laying on the tree and he looks relax. His last wish is, smoke and relax. As the fire getting stronger, he get more exciting. At this little moment, different thought run through my mind. I should relax as well. However, I want to run from here and tell my family that I love them. Everything is just too late. I tried to run but I can't leave the old man behind. Only the moment that the fire arrive, I can't bother to save the old man and I ran off. Forest fire is forest fire, they are unpredictable. They burn so fast and I was caught in the fire. I regret that I did not able to tell my family I love them and now I am leaving the world.

'Seng, Seng, Seng, are you awake?' The voice of my mom are so clear and I open my eyes. I told my mom that I love her. The dream had over and I need to say it before is too late. Slowly,I found out that I am having heavy fever and lying on the hospital bed. Not long after that, a doctor come and told us that if my fever won't drop tomorrow, I will be facing brain death. Oh, this was bad, the dream just now maybe is the indication, I told my mom that I want her to be with me all the time and I was so lucky that dad able to spend his time with me in hospital as well. I could feel how much they love me. The feeling is so real that I am so hot and can't stand it anymore. When I was suffering, the last thing I saw is doctor come by and told my mom he need to give me an injection to stop me from suffering so that I can rest in peace.

I woke up again. What a serious bad dream. I am still sweating that time. Sadly, when I woke up, I still in the hospital. I was informed that I am diagnosed with a weird disease. What? Is this another dream? I hit the doctor and he hit me hardly. I feel the pain. OH no, this is real. I quickly ask how long can I live. They have no answer. I requested to discharge from hospital as they can't help me. Then, I make sure less people know this case and act as normal. As a joker, I keep entertaining people. When I was in a pub, doing tricks to entertain people, some 'bad ass' running towards me and try to hit me with the beer bottle that he holding. I was still scare of death. I scream and wake up.

This is sad, dreams of dreams coming into me and never had a nice ending. I walk out my room, an old man standing in front of me. He is just look alike the one I meet before in my vision. Don't tell me his is another vision. 'What do you want to do if you still got 5 years life?' The spoke after we keep silence for few minutes. What? I only left 5 years? I sit down and think. What I want to do in the rest of my five years.
I want to be a successful business man.
I want to be with my family as long as I can.
I want my parents proud of me.
I want my parents to live a luxurious life with all my earning through my hard work in that five years.

Wait, how can I let my parents live a luxurious life in just 5 years of my hard work and I still want to stay with my family?

The old man spoke again. Each time he spoke is just strike the point. 'Think slowly yourself. You still got a long life, however, keep this goal in mind. One have no goals is not living.'
Pop!
I woke up at 9am and my friend called me. 'Have you prepared yet? lets go out.' Finally, I am truely awake. In both mentally and physically.

You guys. get some goals as well. Work hard together and no slack. Time and tide wait for no man and you not sure how long you will in this world. Get all the things done before is too late.....

Thanks.

I really need to say thanks to this guy. He is my new friend. I call him Min, someone call him Ben, and in his blog, he is Saru. Thanks for your drawing. I sure my friend will like it.

Luck of Lazzy Louis

It is too shiny. I was woke up by a big beam of light. I open my eyes slowly, I saw a golden house which is shining. I was curios where am I. I walk toward the house and look for clue. Before I enter the house, a old man walk out the house. He is as tall as me and I have no idea how old is he. He even got a long white beard. I asked him, "where am I?". "Come in and find out yourself." say the old man. My first thought, why not. I walk in and saw another old man. "Here you are.." the old man seems to be waiting for me.

I was lost. Where am I? I keep asking myself. I hit myself as well to confirm I am not dreaming. The second old man ask me to sit down and relax. How could I relax if I found out that I am lost?
He say, I am boosting your fortune. However, things won't go the way you want. This is why we meet here. "To have a lucky fortune, you need to follow my advise." say the old man.

Then he show me a long list of what should I do. I was surprise, how could I remember the list? No matter what, he ask me to focus on few things.

1. Be grateful for everything. With this, you will given what you need but not what you wan. With this 4 words, I try to apply it to my daily life. Thus, I got a Nokia 2600 by using rm1. You guys should know this. I am not allow to change to really advance phone. Every time I wish to change my phone I hit the wall. 2600 is what I need. So, I am happy enough with it.

2. Be positive. With this, you could achieve happiness. So, I always try to think positive and I am happy with it.

3. Conduct yourself in a calm manner and do things in an orderly fashion. This is quite hard to achieve when my emotion is not stable. I do get angry with lin yuan ching once. Sorry.

4. Make mutual concessions and acknowledge the help of others. Thanks

Four of them are inter-linking. Then they are related to the whole full list of thing that make you be lucky. After knowing all this. I was woke up by my alarm clock. All this is only dream or I call it as vision. So, I practising it and my life is lucky then. The description above it just things that I came over after the vision.

Practise it as it is a list of good virtue and they cost nothing.
Finally, wish all you guys can be lucky than me. I sure you guys know how lucky I am. Of cours not during down time.

Rain? Jay? Malay? This is a rojak post..

The first drop of shower woke me up from my date with my pillow. I turn my head to the red clock and it tell me that it is now 8.30am. Hardly I will wake up this time. The rhythm in my room this morning is different than usual. Today I woke up in the rhythm of Jay's songs. This remind me a lot of things that happen through out my dummy year of primary and secondary school. Each and every song are so meaningful to me. Each of them have a memory. Hearing them are just like reading my memory. Images and sounds will keep on playing in my mind and telling me their story that I have with them. I then have my breakfast with the accompany of Jay's same named album. These songs did not recorded any images or sounds of my memory, however, they wrote the first chapter today. Lets forget Mr Jay for awhile.

Rain, a nice weather to stay indoor. We will have few more days of shower as predicted. The weather forecast predicted that our sky only have sunlight on next Wednesday. Can't wait to recall more and more memory by looking out the window and accompany by the nice rhythm that recorded the memory. Write until here, I was like someone who lost their memories and trying to get back.

Today, I started to draft the new story of the game that I mention before. Just write for few paragraph. I need to write more before I post it here. Hope someone could help me to correct the grammar. Besides, give some comment that time and some idea as well.

Rahman called me just now, he is continuing his own new chapter as well. Is good to know that. Besides, talking to him help me realize how worst my Malay had become. My best speaking language, had become almost the worst. Just like my Japanese, whenever I think back about it, I feel regret that I forget it. I should not make the same mistake.

What should I continue write now?
Thinking.

I think I better head into my date before is too late. Else my pillow will be unhappy. Good luck guys...

I need Sylvia......

Sitting in front of her, I got no idea what should I do. She is gorgeous. She is nice. However, not everything will be perfect. My mind was blank whenever I'm with her. The reason is because of her imperfect. However, this make her looks classic. Beside, this is special.

Wondering which her I am talking about? She is my new partner. Who is after my pillow. My notebook need half retirement. So, as a young guy. I can't face the old lady that need retirement. So, this is the reason she is here, my new system. I get in with cheap price of course with some imperfection. The special is, she is running with a mouse that Xyan need to write about. It is a white mouse, with only two button and running by trace/track ball/what ever you call. My whole system is blank only this old mouse still in white. Besides, my system still haven't have her mouth. Which is a pain for both of us.

This is where Sylvia come out on my MSN personal message and as my title.. I need her a lot.... The reason behind is, I desperately need a mice, for both benefits.

I have no idea what to write today. Thus, come out with this kind of stupid post.

Actually, today I meet a year 9 boy. So, he will be around age of 15? Maybe. Age is not important. What he planing to do is making a game, which is inspiring. We go through some of the details and come out with what I can do to help. The part that I am taking is to continue the story which is what I wish to do. We will publish the story in few month. Then hope comic will be coming as well. Then, the game should enter publishing time when we done all this advertisement. This really impress me. What did you do in your age of 15? Or lets see what they are doing in Sandakan. Please wake up man, DON'T JUST STAY IN YOUR COMFORT ZONE.......

another day of unknown,

This happen yesterday night.
Thursday night is the night that we will have spaghetti bolognese.
In my mind, I was thinking of getting it yesterday for dinner.
However, when I walk out my room, I was disappointed.
We are having lamb stew, smash potato and toast bread.
My first thought was, where is my spaghetti?
Second thought was, is today Thursday?
Third thought, I assumed yesterday is Wednesday.
I continue eat my dinner until I'm full.

Not long after that, Jordan, my God Brother, come back from home.
'Oh mom! Where is my SPAGHETTI BOLOGNESE?' Jordan shout.
Then, mom told him the reason.

Finally, I told everyone about my thought, and everyone can't hold their mouth and laugh non-stop.

Today nothing special happen, what I did was cleaning my room as the weather here always rain and I can't do anything out there. Besides, my new system, she was running perfectly well.
Oh ya. techspots.net is coming soon. Please be patient.

Father's Day Recall, Recall Father's Day

First of all I need to say sorry for not updating my blog. My time was a little bit of tight last few days. Actually, I should say that, I am not good in time management. Is time to learn, need to learn when to study, when to online, when to clean up my room and all sort of things. I should not always lean on luck as luck will not always knock your door.

This few days, all I did is build up my new system, thanks to Tim for fetching me around to get all bit and piece. My system should be say running smoothly. Powered by Window 7 now, but will change to Linux.

Father's Day Recall, Recall Father's Day
This time memories is about 'Father'.
I recall this as I missed the day of Father's Day to post up something for my dada.
I can't remember this history. This is told by my parents.
Characters: Me and my parents
Location: My house
Time: At least 14 years ago.

This will be a tiring day for my dada. However, he was coming home with smile to meet his family member after out station for few days. He hoping in the house shouting 'hello' although he is carrying luggage that as heavy as 10Kg. Wait, how can dada hoping into the house like a 5 years old kid? Ops, true, he can do that as he is still young that time.

As the moment he stepped into the house, his lovely wive who is missing her husbund rush up and have a hug... I should stop here and turn my camera to me.

Lets go upstair where I was beening keep. At this age, it is really hard to stop me running around. Now, where you saw me is in a cage. cage? You will know why. I was actually staying in a bed with columm that prevent me to fall down. When the happy couple when upstair, my father walk to me and try to lift me up. Why I use try to lift it up here? The reason is he really trying too. Not because of my weigth. I was treaten at that moment. 'Stranger' I shout. I try to lean back but I am in the cage. Yeah... This is why my bed become the cage.

Craaaaack... Something broken this time. This is the sound of broken heart from my Father. I feel really sorry to him after I know this case. So, I wish to call you dada again. DADA, I will never forget you again. I promiss it will be no next time.

I was also lucky that I have grandpa when I was young. I know that some people's grandpa might pass away and go to heaven before they was born. However, it is so sad that I can't actually remember their face. All I remember is, one is fat and another one is thin. The most important thing is I know they love me. All my family members love me actually. Besides, I still remember grandpa from mother side will offer us fruit every time we meet.

Ops. Father's Day I also talk about grandpa but I didn't not talk about my grandma on Mother's Day. They are in heaven now as well. Thanks for your love. I wil always remember all your love, YeYe, PoPo, GongGong, TiuFuPoPo, DaDa, and also Mama... Love you all forever and ever....

Joker.. part 2

As a poker player, I won't forget this four jokers. They have the same roles inside the deck, entertaining the Ace to King of different kingdom. However, every time we play poker, who will remember his appearance? Joker are the most important people in side the world of deck. However, none of a single card game consist of him. When people play with the cards, Joker are the only one who left behind in the deck. Joker's world is only consist of the limited cards. How pity is that. He need to overcome loneliness in the cold dark deck cover.

The same thing apply to the real world joker. He seems to be important. However, after all of the laughter and fun time, people seems to be forget them. Here, I wish to pay respect to all joker in the world sincerely from deep of my heart. I will be the one who remember you, no matter which Joker you are.

Joker...

For me,
Joker are funny,
Joker are attracting,
Joker are interesting,

For me,
Joker are gifted,
Joker are special,
Joker are talented,

For me,
Joker also the thinker,
Who will say, I'm thinking, I'm thinking, I'm thinking,
I forgot what I wish to express now as I think for too long.

For me,
Wish to be a Joker,
Who surround by lots of people,
Especially girls of same age.
(haha)


p/s: I was too bored. Lots of material come through my mind and I have no idea which to use. Thus picked a topic joker to write about. Forgive me. Whole post is just to update about I am bored. Wakaka....

Secondary school life.

This is a long long story. 6 years in SMJK Tiong Hua give me a lot of fresh memories as I just proceeded my step to further study. I entered Tiong Hua when I was 13. A lot of stupid things happen in the little school area.

In the first year, the most important thing is Yong Mie Mie, he refused to study form one and wanted to study remove class. This is the reason we know each other. Nicholas, if not mistaken, he is the one, Yong's best friend.

The second year of the third day, if not mistaken again. Here is the time where Alvin, the lengend, as he said, introduced himself as David Backhem and argue with the Malay teacher, Cikgu Herlina. Forgive me if wrong. A lot of thing actually happen in this year.

Everything I done, Is just like a noob. I have nothing as my academic result a.k.a my luck decreased. Only in form 4 and 5, I start to regain some luck and self confidence. Then, life started to change. Started to manage school website, which we, the student try twice to get it running but we have no support from the school. Thus, mission failed.

Joining robotic is the biggest event in my secondary life. The reason I am in is because, I told teacher I sit in front of the computer most of the time. That maybe is the reason. After that, ruling the robotic 'club' for the second year is real fun. Thanks to all my team mate as well as the junior who win the first prize.

Anything that I missed? Oh ya, the girls, I didn't mention them. Today is guys day. Ops, I have another interesting one. The source of this memory is actually came from Wei Kuen sister. This special memory is, about stanley. Erm, how to say. This is a nice call from Miss Pang. Siew Fung JIE... How are you.

My Apologies

It been awhile after I wrote the last post about the post on hold. I think the post really will be on hold in my mind for a longer period of time. Yesterday, thanks for you guys hope. I score 1000/1000 for my Microsoft Exam. Then head to city meet the most respectful Mr Lam. I bought 640GB hard disk drive and a casecom case. Once I reach home, I was busy on upgrading a celeron computer to a Dual 2 core. However, basically it is a new computer now. Before I done it, Xyan need some help. However, she is not lucky enough that I don't have the luck to help her all. Sorry Xyan. This morning wake up, We put another computer together which will eventually become our home theather computer. This is a intel motherboard with Pentium 4 2.8GHz and 512 DDR Ram. Most important thing is, this will have only 2.5GB of hard disk drive. We will play everything from our external hard disk drive.

This afternoon, our house powerboard got some problem and I have no internet access. I get it now just bacause we use lots and lots of extenstion cable. That is not a problem now.

Below is just a corner of our messy room taken last night.

Post on hold.

As the title. Post on hold. Tomorrow is my Exam. In order to wake up early, I need to rest early. This make sense. I got something that I would like to write about today. I actually would lik to write more about memories that really funny. A lot of them just flush through my mind although most of the memories is about my young age. Really really young age. However, time and tide wait for no men. Is time to sleep and my girlfriend is waiting. Thus, I will post my post as fast as possible. This is also a kind of update because I did mentio that I going to take my Exam. Where memory post will only consist of my memories. Night guys. Have a nice dream.

Freedom

Human had over glorify themselves and heavily impose on humanism. What they impose the most is freedom. Actually what is true freedom? What do we know about true freedom?

In my opinion, if I apply 'imperfect perfection is the absolute perfection' to true freedom, we will get 'imperfect freedom is the absolute freedom'. What is imperfect freedom? Lets say about a ball. A ball is free to roll to every where he wants. However, this will have a problem. The ball might face dangerous situation. It might fall into river or anything that similar. Thus, this freedom open up life to danger. However, if we put the ball into a plate, the ball still can roll around the plate. He will get a boundary but still with freedom. So, 'limited freedom is absolute freedom'

For centuries, human try to get real freedom. Birds are a symbol of freedom in the sky. Fish is the symbol of freedom in the water. Thus human try to make us able to feel the freedom. Plane and submarine, are example of the freedom created by human. Airasia slogan, everyone can fly. Fly means freedom? Nope. This achievement still are bounded in my word. This is still restricted freedom. When you are flying, you are actually in the big cage. Submarine? Is just the same thing.

Thus, we should imply this into our life. restrict ourselves will lead to a better life. Good luck my friend, make your life. Restricted freedom is absolute freedom.

memories.

Today Intro

The first free day after finish first term internship. This is good enough to put into my memory vault. Wake up at the time I wish to wake up. Eat breakfast, oh ya, I started to eat breakfast everyday already. Most important thing, I successful finish watching 'chuck' season one today. It is awesome.

Young time memory..

This is another story that I remember and recall back with my mom just now.
Main character: Lazzy Louis, my memory of course I am the main character.
Character 1: My Aunt, who I call Tai Gu.
Character 2: My niece, Ling Ling. We are in different in family rank but same age.
Character 3: My MOM!!! This character will be glorify be me in this post.

Location: A supermarket.(Is a closed down store now)

This is another sunny day again. Four of us are in a store or supermarket. As a kid. I run around the place. I stopped after a bit of running and saw Ling Ling and Tai Gu are together.The scence I saw is Ling Ling begging Tai Gu to buy her something. For just a while, Tai Gu decided to buy the little thing that she beg. A little bulb light up my head. I can do that too!!!

Once again, I run towards my loving mom. I asked her to walk to a corner and pointed at a thing that I wish to have. The first plan not always work. This is why we have so much different plan for the same mission. Easy way can't make it so I got to change to plan B. Recall back what I saw, Ling LIng eye's are watery at that moment. Thus, I try to beg my mom again and cry. At this very critical moment, what a ordinary mom will do it comfort the kid and buy the thing that is requested.

My mom lifted her hand. However, things are not happening according to my wish. A big Slap hit my face. "You want to cry? I'll make you cry!" This time I really cried as loud as possible. Mom just turn around and leave me alone there. After crying for unknow time, I feel that something is wrong. My mom is gone. Ops... Ran for it. I running the place over and over with tears falling off. The store is so big that I can hardly find my mom.

OK. Story still need to be continued. I found my mom and she actually did not leave the store. Now recall back is just too good to have you mom. You done all the best for me. Make me not begging anything after that. Thanks MOM. It is too hard to understand when we are in the situation without thinking out of the box. However, the most important thing now is, I understand.

Memories.

Today Intro...

Today, is my last day for my internship. It is a happy internship. I am happy to meet the people there. All of them are nice and kind, mostly, Dylan, the awesome. I mentioned you. I will read back this blog from time to time to find out what had happen on me, so I won't forget you.
Yesterday and today are the most busy time we ever had. However, we really have fun today. I believe Dylan and another technician, Shaun are enjoy as well. Once again good to meet you all.

Young Time Memories...

It was a nice sunny day when this happened. I recall back as a sweet memories. I sure my parents remember this day. I dream of this few days ago. Now, every time I saw a little stapler I will recall this and feels funny.

I was playing with the stapler at that very special moment. I play, play, play and play. It seems to be a bored person. Yeah, Dad, Mom, and Lee Brother is chatting. Suddenly, crying noise rise like an alarm, break the silent of the living room, as well as the chatting area. The noise is from the 'young lazzy', that is me.

I actually stapler my thumb nail. So my tears breakdown just like water streaming out from a leaking damn and burst. Three policemen rush toward me and asked what happen. Ops, not policemen, they are the three people that chatting but they really looks like police that time. They slowly pull the shinny thing out and comfort me. My tears still rushing and I can't control it. It was really hurt for a kid.

Just like the skies. Sun will always come out after rain. I smile after I cry for the pain. Do you guys know what cure me? Can you guys think of which 'Paracetamol' that can be so effective? It was a treat. Just a treat can change a crying boy to a smiling boy.
*treat here means things that you like*

I will hold this memory forever. This is really a sweet memory for me as the treat is so big.

It seems to be good to recall sweet memories. I will write more next time. So that I won't forget over time.

Shower

The sky had been cloudy for few days. The predicted thunder storm is not arrived yet. Every thing is on hold. I slept for 8 hours to day, however, it is still too hard to leave my cozy bed in the morning. I just have the habit to sleep after my alarm. This is the reason that i need 3 alarm to wake me up everyday. Although I put my phone far from where I can reach. I walk to my phone this morning and walk back to my cozy bed and sleep. Once I walk out, I feel the surrounding is foggy. I won't notice it normally. I checked online when I was in work, whole Perth still remained in foggy condition although traffic hours is past. Vision in some place had reduced to few meters only. Luckily, shower will clean them all. It was still continue to shower until 6pm at my place. Make the surrounding quite humid. I pretty like it. Nothing much to write, all is silly stuff. Once saw my sister post poem, that she said she wrote herself, make me have the feeling to write poem again. Oh no, this will kill all my time.

Enjoying

9.30pm, 17 Degree Celsius. It is quite warm today. In such a weather, I feel that I'm living in paradise. Thus, enjoying it. The good news for today is that I have plenty of things to do during my internship today. The tech bay is full with computer tower. It was my first time to see such a number in the section. I was quite glad that I can learn a lot from there. Basically, this is what I can report today. Just update to let you guys know how I going. hope to hear from you guys too..

Life.. part two.

After reading Min blog, I feel sorry about his friend who had just passed away recently. Needless to say, his friend is at our age. He Passed away in an accident. This remind me about another friend who passed away because of an accident as well. I believe those who are my primary school friend know about it. It was so sad that they left us so early.

Everything in life is a guideline. In such event, we know that life is not in our hand. We might be possible to leave any second form now. However, we should paint our future before we are leaving. Besides, it also remind me that we should not quarrel with friends. How regret it will be if you quarrel with your friend and ask your friend 'GO DIE LA YOU'. When you going to look for him the next day and wish to say sorry, he might passed away.

Life is precious, so do friendship. Be grateful for everything that come pass you. Thanks God that I'm alive and please protect all my friends as well. Good luck to your own new journey my friend.

Life

Wave, also can describe life. The reason is life is full of ups and downs as wave does. Yesterday, i miss the bus to work and i decided to walk to work. It take me around an hour to get there. I admit is my fault as I walk slowly and areach the bus stop after the bus leave half minute. However, today, I ran out after I post a comment on Andrew's blog. I did not late for that. I am really happy I no ned to walk as I ran for it already. Who knows, The bus is late today. I end up with running the same path I walked yesterday. So, this is one of my down in my wave like pattern of life. I end it here for now and maybe post more tonight. NO work at here. A bit of boring also.

Internship

My first day of my first internship. This morning was a tough morning. Used to wake up at 10am, and now need to had two alarm for 7am. My alarm clock will ring at 7 and followed by my K660i. However, because of my sleeping habit built during holiday. Two alarms does not really work to wake me up. My body was too heavy to leave my cozy bed and end up wake up at 8am. Breakfast? A cup of hot Milo will do. Hot is what I need for the following days until the weather change warmer. Thinking of getting late, I walk as fast as I could to the bus stop. When I pull out my wallet, I found out that I even don't have a cent in my pocket. Luckily, ATM is near. just around the corner. There is still time for withdrawing money so I decided to go get some cash. The thing that surprised me was, 'Sorry, this ATM is closed'. I think many people did withdraw a lot of money from there. Thus, I went to work place without a cent, luckily got smart rider will pay for my bus fare.

My first feeling when I arrived work is, 'Yeah, two weeks later I will be really free, free of worries'. First working day was really awesome, not much to do. The most funny order is, 'Please do anything to the computer to make it froze'. I took around 2 hours to complete that mission. Then most of the time we are watching movie? Someone bring a MG-45 Media Center with heaps of movie. Cool.

Now, rice dumpling is what I what most. I just wish to taste a bite of rice dumpling. Just like how Hanord and Kumar what to eat burger of White Castle. HA HA! Rice dumpling, wait for me..

The last night

Today, Sunday, 9.30pm, is the last night of freedom. Starting from tomorrow, I need to go to Storm Computer for internship. This internship locked me from 9.30am until 5.30pm during weekday. The time i need to wake up and say bye to my cozy bed is before 8am. I only can meet my lovely bed with all my pillow at around 6.30pm. How sad. This will last for at least two weeks, I haven't start the internship but already miss my holidays.

Just now because of boring and wanted to kill my time, I search for some image and i use it as my blog background. It have been so long since the last time I edit CSS and HTML. Thus, it take me some time to edit such a easy template. Hope you guys like it.

Lamb Curry

I have been longing for this meal since few weeks ago. This is nice. Cooked by someone good in Indian food, microwaved by me after frozen for few weeks but still taste nice. I was sweating as I eat this bowl of spicy curry. So long did not eat such a good Indian curry.

Diary for three days

Only now I found out that I did not write my blog so often. I should write it every day as every day is sometime different. Just like what happen this week. Everything started on the fourth day of this week, the Wednesday. Wednesday, is soccer day. On this Wednesday, Min decided to have a walk and watch us play soccer. On this Wednesday, Min saw the girl I mentioned before. On this Wednesday, all the opposition’s girl players were injured. On this Wednesday, the sky begins to pour. It is too much happening on this Wednesday.

Yesterday, Thursday, Min trapped in my house because of rain and wind. The wind is strong for quite a long time; someone thinks that its speed might be 100km/hour. We not sure about that, however we sure about the wind that blew is enough to blow away human. Thursday, my first time experience of blackout. Frementle train is not even running.

Today, Friday, I have been watching movie all the time. Now, I feel that I am good in summarizing. Only important activities for these three days are reported. Yup, watching movie all the time also an important event.

Gay??

Posting was postponed for few hours. I planned to post a new blog few hours ago. However, I don't know how to continue. What is bothering me? What is the problem making me pending my post? Is that a 'her' problem? Is that a sad 'thing' happened? Or is that I find out I am 'Gay'? Is that shocked for you guys? I am really 'Gay'.

The reason I figured this out is that I passed my very first Microsoft exam and I passed another exam that I though I will fail. That's why I am so gay, what I mean is happy. Everything are smooth for this two day. I hope that this kind of luck will follow me and I can continue to be gay. That all from me for today, really no idea what to write. Hope that all of you can live 'gay'ly ever after...

Day after day

Days after days, weeks after weeks, and months after months. I living in Perth enjoying another new part of my life journey. I wonder if my son, grandson, or great grandson would able to enjoy the life on this planet that use to be lovely. Many scientist had predicted that we only have limited time with this land where we grow up. Each of their saying are different, such as time line and things that would happen during the whole process. However, each prediction leads to same ending, this tiny little planet which we call earth is not longer available for living.

Global warming is a big problem. It is getting more and more severe each year. More and more living things die during hot summer. If this continue, do we need to live in a green house? Now, before we need to live in a green house, we face another problem, the outbreak of Swine Flu. It is important that we take seriously the possibility that in the future a pandemic, that is, a world-wide epidemic could occur. In this case, all public meeting places may be forced to shut down by the government. The time scale could be as long as 8 months where all public gatherings would be prohibited.

If this were the case, we would not be able to live life the way we know it now. People wouldn’t be able to go to work, schools would be closed, shops would not be allowed to open. The economies of the world might go into free fall. In order to survive, we would have to be self-sufficient in food and water and other basic necessities of life. It is important to prepare some extra food in house as emergency. Remember, keep some foods and of cause water.

love???

I wondering is she still remember me. She play a important part in my secondary life story. It is so hard to believe that it is middle of May. It been quite a long time that I haven't see pang or even contact her. Yes, pang. It is so hard to figure out when to call her. I have been calling some of the friends and having some good time during chat. However, every time I call her, is just not in the right time. This is what kind of arrangement? I think I should stop thinking of her. The reason is she might be forgotten me already. Is it a lame reason? Never mind. As long as it works. Besides, I will delete all the poems that I wrote about her from my draft box. It is for sure useless now. Hope all the couples can overcome their current facing problem... Mostly, my precious brother who separate with his beloved by the South China Sea.

Soccer night

Every Wednesday night, I will go University of Western Australia(UWA) for soccer. The first day I went there for soccer, I meet with a girl, who play football. Wow!! That must be fun. However, we don't have common interest so we seldom chat even we added each other on MSN.

Today, our suppose opponent did not turn out. So, the referee help us to find opponent so that we can play. This team was a strong team. We face them few match before. However, the best player is not here. He is playing on another match. As we playing mix match, The opponent team got nice girl. Quite happy to play with these kind of girls. Nice looking with good skill. She quite attractive to me but she don't have natural white hair. Other than that, she is prefect. She knows my name during the match and i bet she will forget it in few day or even just after the match. I might be know her name but I think i just think of white tiger is better for me to remember such a girl. She have all the dirt on her white shirt, just like the nearly distinct white tiger. Haha.

We have a quite funny match today. Opponent got a half drunk keeper, we got a keeper who don't know how to use hand, that is me. We all got people rolling on the field. Banging off each other in quite a good manner. And lastly we score the 4th goal at the very last second and the player who kick the ball is crawling in front of the goal trying to make the goal. Seems to be too hard so another player run near and help him kick in.

Tonight is the best soccer night ever although did not reach 6 goals like last match.

P/S: Addidas works well with my leg. I love my new soccer shoe.

The Road Not Taken

This is my last post title for my previous blog. I am glad that most of us had made up their mind and taken their step towards the new life. Most of them went to kl and study. Similar to the poet, I took the road that seldom people take. I hope this will give me better life just like others hope for their new journey. This is why I blog, to record my whole journey.

For me, life is a gamble, or a game, which sounds better. I am the player, who will play the game. I am also the coach, who will lead and train the player, myself. Last but not least, I am the manager for the team as well. I should fix my time up and hit the road for my future. However, I only realized this after few weeks of unimportant activities. Although I have done a bit study for my exam, I don't think that is enough.

For a racer, to maximize the performance, he should think that he is the car, and the car is him. I think I should somehow think for my sweet laptop. I need rest, as well as her. However, I have been so selfish for such a long time. Thanks that she still with me. Ha ha.

Is time to gear up and race towards the bright future. Lets visualize our dream together in physical or even mental.... GO GO GO>>>

Happy Mother Day

Dear Mom,

I hope to write something to you before I head to bed. Thanks for giving me a life, without you, and also my dad, I won't be able to come to this world and passed two centuries, The 19s and The Millennium. Thanks for all your effort on pulling me up. Thanks for all your patient that you gave to me. I don't think that i can express all for tonight. Thus, I hope there are word that can express my gratitude for you.

Happy Mother Day...

Happy Mother Day...

Dear Aunty Denyse,

Every offspring born with tears as they scared of their new life,
The cry was caused by the fear of new life,
However,
Something could stop them from crying,
That is,
The warmth hug from parents….
My life in Perth is my new life,
I feel kind of reborn when I arrive here,
I was quite nervous when I was just arrived,
However,
Your warmth hug calm me,
Just like what my parents’ did,

Thanks…

Happy Mother Day… Mom..

Lazy

Lazy, is a word that everyone know. However, are you sure the meaning of lazy that you know is the true meaning.

lazy can refer to laziness, the lack of desire to expend effort. So, everything is about desire. I bet teacher can't understand this. The reason I say so is, every teacher will ask a student why they are so lazy when the student haven't done the homework. Lazy can't explain in a reason. Even lack of desire is not a reason, is jut the meaning. So, if teacher really understand this, they won't ask such question.

For now, lazy is me, lazy is my character, lazy is my life. I can't think of anything that I not lazy of. The reason this 'lazy' implanted on me is, lazy brings a lot of benefit. First of all, when you lazy, you won't spend your time on the thing that you don't have desire on. Such as, foods, drinks, movies, and etc. So, your time will be free. As you can see my way of lazy is quite unique. Lazy to eat? Yeah, if you not hungry but you love to cook, you will cook. This end up with you need to eat the food, and also clean the mess you done. However, if you are lazy. you have more time. When you have more time, you will discover the benefits of time. So join me, be lazy..

Explosion!!! part 2

This is what I mean. See all those flying corpse?

Explosion!!!

Today go to farm again. However, not many nice shot. I will post that later. I was really excited to show these photos to you all. Is just for fun. What you see is what they did. I just the camera man.

They started to gather around.

One of us light the thing. Smoke is coming out. ONLY me stay at front.


And I got what I want. Please click and see clearly. Tell me what you saw.