Emotionally down

It had been a week since my last post. Time pass so fast. I really hope that time are reversible or stoppable. How good is that if it is true. We can sit back and think, what mistake we make and how can we cure the wound. However, it is never possible. I should stop dreaming about this.

Lets get out form unrealistic to this cruel realistic world. I never stop thinking. I always gain new knowledge when I am awake although you will find me actively post on facebook. It is just another social network that worthless to talk about.

I fell unwell on Tuesday night. My mind can't concentrate on anythings. Even chatting, I don't know what I am typing. Thus, I get rest on bed early and same thing happen for last few days. I found out that lying on the bed is not a bad idea to think deep about life.

Light of the room were closed. Monitor were switched off. The room are totally dark and I closed my eyes. I is not scary in the dark as there are no such things as ghost. What frighten me was the knowledge. Looking for something in the dark is so hard. However, I gained a lot of 'things' in the dark. They can't be seen in the physical state. There are lots and lots of knowledge in the dark. Make it clear, I am not talking about dark knowledge.

The darkness showed me a lot of things last few days and I won't forget. It make me understand more about life, family, friend, money and lots. It is worth to get sick and emotionally down. It give me time to think about more extra things that I won't think of.

I am still sick as I can't eat much today. I will for sure, eat dark chocolate to gain the required energy.

There are something I like to ask too.. I asked someone in facebook. How much do you think you know me??