time killing

Life is full of ups and downs, like riding on a roller coaster or even wave surfing.

The excitement are there; So do the down turn.

Now i am 19,
Waiting for the next huge bottom up of my life.
Waiting for the excitement the it brings.
Waiting for people to be proud of my achievements.
Waiting for so much that never to be able to finish listing.

i am just 19, however,
It seems that i look more mature compare to my age.
It seems that i learned about society more than i need to.

It seems that i think too much about relationship between human.
It seems that i should not be typing so much nonsense.

Typing and thinking to myself is only things that i can do as there is not much people are interacting with me.

10 minutes of thinking and typing.
Is just a different sort of relieve.
Is time to understand matter.
Is also ways to kill time.

arrrh.. Only used 10 minutes. Idea is drying up and it time to end post.

It is now 10:36. The weather here is mad. It will rise up to 34 degree for no reason and on the second day it drop back to 22. I still prefer the cold weather.

I felt so funny when I saw how a kid learn math from his father. I am wondering was I like that before. I hope my future children won't bring this problem to me. They should be genius.

Tomorrow is soccer final. We lost last week in the semi final. Thus, tomorrow will be fighting for the 3rd.

Realising the time passes so fast. Is time to stop my 'ABC' post and go to bed.

Night

Hey. Check it out!!

Staring at the blank page of new post, mind are blank too. I started to write this yesterday afternoon. Until now, my mind still in a empty condition. Maybe I should just introduce you guys to watch this guy. He will give you a lot of motivation. I love the sentence that he said, "if you fall down and give up trying to get up, you will never get up."
Enjoy the video below. You can do it if he can.



The only problem I don't like him is he talk too much of god. Freedom to talk.  I can't stop him.
If you wondering how he get up. The video below will show you.

She

On that day, i know i won't forget her.
Yes, she is the cute girl in the high school.
i have no idea why, why she will be the one.
Her image are cut into little piece and burned into my mind.
i recognized her just with her eyes, maybe.
Maybe is the eyes, that i fall in love with.

Someone tell me that guy is a forgetful animal.
There will be one point where he will forget her.
Until today, she is still.
Still in my mind,
Still in my dream,
Still unforgettable.

There is nothing much i can say with words to describe my love to her. Good luck.
Good luck to all couple in the world as well. Hope you all get along well.

Night!

I clicked 'New post' for a few times today. Don't really have content in my mind what to write. Trying to type something but end up with backspacing it or even a cruel cross up the top. I am not really sure what have I wrote in there but who cares? They were the pass. You guys will be reading this one.

Am I wasting your time? Yes! It is. The only thing I could write is, I actually manage to put myself to dream before 12. Most funny is, I went to bed at around 10pm as well. Sleep until 6am in the morning. That was another long day. I don't know how to pass the day. Because I woke up early in the morning and have nothing to do all day. It is not fun at all. I am looking for stuff to do.

Starting tomorrow morning. I will once again go for a morning jog to build up stamina slowly. By the way, you guys should go to bed too. It is pointless staying up late. What a weird guy I am. Probably tomorrow I will go to bed late too. Not sure how long I can stand for.

Night all.
Lazzy

A late greeting...

MoonCake Festival....
Mid-Autumn Festival..
Mean nothing to me....
My life will carry on without it...

Greetings from everyone...
Greetings for everyone...
Getting it makes me feels hollow...
Giving it is sharing my lonely love...

Walked out to veranda...
Wandering at the veranda...
Watching night jogger pass by...
What was in my mind...

Look up..
Look up...
Look up at the moon...
Look at the moon...

Is that the same moon that you saw...
It is the same moon...
Is there any difference watching moon at different corner of earth...
It might be....

A rabbit patch is on the moon...
A rabbit patch means a lot...
A lot of memories flashing through my mind...
A legend still means this much to a 19yrs old like me...

We can never change the pass...
We can never know the future...
We can only learn from the pass...
We can only drive to the future...

Lazzy hope you are nice and warm there...
Lazzy hope to hear from you....
Lazzy want to tell you that he misses you...
Lazzy is sick..... Home Sick...

Forgive the pass...
Forgive me...

A late MOonCake Fest Greetings from LAZZY LOUIS...

What after P.O.R.N?

I didn't write my blog again. What a shame. A guy can't keep his own promise to write blog everyday. I been attending lesson recently. Everything is new to me. This is a good start. If I was learning stuff that I know, it is just wasting my own time.

As title, I have no idea what to write here.

My life had caught in a routine,
Every day, Every thing, stay the same,
Nothing interesting, Nothing exciting,
Worthless, means nothing.

I love my life, although is bored. 
Imperfect perfection is absolute perfection.
By the way, everyone need get over the routine of learning.
Why getting over in a depressed mode when you can get over it happily?

Technologies.. Here I come..

P/s: Just plain typing to update the blog page.. It reflect the seconds I typed.