time killing

Life is full of ups and downs, like riding on a roller coaster or even wave surfing.

The excitement are there; So do the down turn.

Now i am 19,
Waiting for the next huge bottom up of my life.
Waiting for the excitement the it brings.
Waiting for people to be proud of my achievements.
Waiting for so much that never to be able to finish listing.

i am just 19, however,
It seems that i look more mature compare to my age.
It seems that i learned about society more than i need to.

It seems that i think too much about relationship between human.
It seems that i should not be typing so much nonsense.

Typing and thinking to myself is only things that i can do as there is not much people are interacting with me.

10 minutes of thinking and typing.
Is just a different sort of relieve.
Is time to understand matter.
Is also ways to kill time.

arrrh.. Only used 10 minutes. Idea is drying up and it time to end post.